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fools like me aren't meant to play the game of love. because letting go is too hard.
i lost my ring today. its a ring that has lost its meaning months ago. maybe even before that. i was pretty sure i wore it out of habit, cuz without it my finger feels.. well it feels naked. i'm not too sure anymore; there was this sense of loss in me not unlike the one i felt that day she left me. the feeling was diminished, but it definitely was there. its the same damned feeling.
when will it stop haunting me?
i don't think i love you anymore. i don't feel that i love you anymore. i know that i can't love you anymore. so why can't i forget you?
i finally sewn myself up together. i finally found a place i could go without you. i finally moved on. so why does it feel like i left a part of me behind?
i will not hurt anymore.
not for you. i'm sorry.