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i'm not sure what's on my mind right now. lately i've gone into a state of inexistence. its like as if i let things just wash over me. right through. had a few real moments though. i wonder if its alright to feel this way.
my mind's filled with so much random lyrics today. it feels like its gnna burst soon. none of em complete though. its like a lil fraction of every lil thing. i guess its just like how the ongoings around a person always leaves an impression no matter how insignificant it might seem. truth is, they always have more meaning than what is first digested and assumed.
sometimes, its better to be an outsider to yourself. you'd learn, see and understand better. however, when people do that.. we end up losing ourselves. its not good to lose yourself, when at the end of the day, self love and understanding is the very thing to maintain this broken sanity we all endure.

you're beautiful beyond what i can describe. it just ain't right..